I am in a similar spot myself now, thinking of aspects to throw into my songs, for after several months of telling you all that I want to record new songs for you all to hear, I am on the path to making the first EP. The first job (making programmed drum sequences as a recording guideline) is a relatively simple one, and yet it has taken me weeks to even start (and I've almost finished it). I often think that when you have a task or project standing directly in front of you, it's the most daunting thing. So many variables you won't have planned for, wondering if you've made a mistake in the preliminary stages, not knowing what you're going to do within the framework of the song, and you're committing to a path of action, which is, at times, a scary thing.
That has been one of the reasons I have taken so long to start, the second being not having a clearly defined route to take with regards what songs to put where. For many a week, when talking these things over with people, either at gigs or nights out, I have said "I have a list of songs as long as my arm that I'm ready to record," etc etc ad nauseum. This is true, but I realise now that I had been missing something vital. Something to string the songs together, like a beaded necklace. For a long time, I was including songs that now appear on the 'You've Been Lovely' EPs, with the intention of making a handful of EPs, then a full-length record, with some songs appearing on both. I had, in my mind, made a right mess, and I had pages of notes that resembled a sicked-up dog's breakfast* more than it did a series of recordings.
I then put the You've Been Lovely' EPs together, which did a good job of clearing them out of my head and allowing me to think in more focused terms about what it was I wanted to be doing. There then followed a peculiar few weeks, which gave me a lot to sort out, mentally, and produced more songs which I could hear in my head with such clarity that I knew they needed to be included in my big recording project.** These new songs also connected the dots with several other "new" songs (ie songs that I haven't done anything with yet but date back a year or two), and altogether, they give a good, healthy shape to a potential album, to the point where I can plot out its running order, and then free up other songs for recording on the EP. I've even found myself writing a new song this week, as one of the EP songs needed to be on the Big Project, and so a song tentatively entitled 'Half As Lucky' has appeared, and should add a touch of jaunt to the proceedings.
So, in all the procrastinating & dilly-dallying, I feel I can safely say that what I was actually doing was fermenting ideas and waiting for the moment when I had enough songs with the right plotlines, if you will, before committing to a project that wouldn't have made enough sense otherwise. That's my story and I'm sticking to it.
I leave you for now with a performance of a song that can't fail to swell your hearts & souls with joy, and that's what music's been doing to me for the last few weeks. Enjoy.
Be good,
Love,
John xx
*You have no idea how close this phrase was to being the title of this blog entry.
**Which I will start once I've recorded this here EP.